Took awhile for me to remember the password to this space. I'm glad no one comes here anymore. I'm glad I have space for myself, to actually be myself and speak my mind. To run away from the pretense of the world and feel for a moment that no one can judge.

I've been hearing too much recently. About me, you, him, her. No one actually gives the full story of what they've heard, just pieces that can fish for more information so they can do some spreading themselves. So I tell them what they want to hear. But be vague and be smart about what you share. Maybe if it comes back to me then I'd get the joke. That's it right, how rumors work? Everyone talks like they know you, know your life. But really, it's just a defense mechanism to prevent themselves from being the only one with bad rep. So why bother fighting against this vicious cycle? It's gonna hit everyone and only when you get it bad will you realize what a bitch you were. So here's karma for you, friend or foe.

I don't know what to think or do. I came into this hell hole thinking I could be someone different. Be someone new. But the past will always follow. You can run but you can't hide. I'm sorry for so many things, and for hurting so many people. So I guess karma's on me now.

Oh trouble follows you wherever you go.

& Too many songs are reminding me of you. Listening to music used to calm me down. Now all it does it make my heart sink with every beat.

I hope I understand everything soon. I just want to be sure about one thing in my life. Everything else can change and we'd still be happy.

Vanessa :D
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