Everybody Talks
Sunday, September 23, 2012 10:56 PM
I'm back to rant on this useless wall.
How exactly did I expect this to turn out?
5 years ago, even before I put both of us through this hell of a roller coaster ride, I already knew how nothing lasts. Was I testing my "faith" and give "love" a shot or was I trying to prove myself wrong so I'd stand more firmly to my beliefs? I guess the latter was more successful anyway. Love changes to hate so quickly; I'd know that from the monster you're becoming. Best friends you say. Every move you make seems like you're trying to pierce another arrow in my heart.
I don't understand how this works. A relationship. Because the sacrifice of losing someone so special in your life isn't worth the days/months/years of happiness you had while in a relationship. What's the fucking point.
Right now I just wish my 50 years came early.
I'm sorry I put you through this, through everything.